Sooooo here it goes. My BFF & I stop talking as much after the first week in December. No fault of mind or theirs. I guess you could say do to unforeseen circumstances it just happened that way. Then the talking stopped completely! It was hard for me at first but after a while I just seemed to get adjusted. But in the back of my head I was so disposition about it. That is when you know that this connection is important to you.
I guess I used food for comfort or as an excuse to eat. For two very long months I ate all kinds of JUNK. And I mean I went all out! Some days it was cookies, others chips etc. you know what junk is right. Basically I was just all out of wack from what I’m accustomed to eating. This lasted for to dam long.
Tuesday February 16th (to be exact), what happens? My BFF & I rekindle we talked spent some much needed time together. I must say I was happy, but at the same time it just felt weird, distant even. I’m sure as time goes on things will get better. But I wanted to just walk away & say too much time has gone by, this is just going to be it FOR GET IT!!!!!
BUT I didn’t I stayed (the whole time I’m thinking & just look at how in two months my weight changed cuz of this sh*t) & I’m going to stick it out. I’ve decided to be in this for the long haul, sounds like a marriage huh? lol
Who is my BFF you ask? Now I wasn’t going to tell you but I guess I will share the GYM! Hey! If I started the convo off that it was they gym be honest you wouldn’t have been too interested. Anyway all this to say that things happen friends fall off & it’s just like that with the gym you may fall off , but you can go back & start again may not feel how it use to but once you get into the swing of things it will be like you never left & just like how you & your BFF was before.
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